「005🗝️╱🪨╲🐛」Unsettled Condition
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Go inside a stone
That would be my way.
Let somebody else become a dove
Or gnash with a tiger’s tooth.
I am happy to be a stone.
From the outside the stone is a riddle:
No one knows how to answer it.
Yet within, it must be cool and quiet
Even though a cow steps on it full weight,
Even though a child throws it in a river;
The stone sinks, slow, unperturbed
To the river bottom
Where the fishes come to knock on it
And listen.
I have seen sparks fly out
When two stones are rubbed,
So perhaps it is not dark inside after all;
Perhaps there is a moon shining
From somewhere, as though behind a hill—
Just enough light to make out
The strange writings, the star-charts
On the inner walls.
Stone
by Charles Simic
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最近2周的前情提要：
xuan在从柏林回敦后突发急性肠胃炎/xuan在出门买菜的路上平地摔伤了膝盖和手臂/xuan在岩馆爬一条overhang时摔伤了颈椎/xuan做菜被锡纸划伤手
在试图成为成年人的路上，xuan逐渐明白一件事：在天气好的时候做天气好时该做的事，在天气坏时做坏天气时该做的事，尽管在伦敦的状态时常是边晒太阳边淋雨。她也明白了在荒谬地受伤生病时，成年人必须尽快地调整状态工作。
夏令时在前几天来了，这个季节xuan会感受到时间的相对性强有力的作用，调整自己的期间她在客厅里读了一些新买的书，特别神奇的是它们都和时间有关，在此分享其中一些：
📂Leap Day Newspaper
原来是有人在在意leap day的，这本刊物由阿姆的have a good dog press出版，小体量的阅读，并拥有可爱的credits和有趣的装订。
序言写2/29是消灭二分法、超越辩证法的日子，是当你发现生命并不完全是一系列的循环组成，而是由一些跳跃、翻跟头和颤抖的瞬间填满，颠覆我们对时间的理解。下一期在2028年。
📂Time is an Arrow, Error by Katja Mater
计时装置精密地划分了物理时间，而在这本书里将画下的半圆形的时钟在不同的时间下曝光，再将形成的底片重新组成一个完整的、不准确的“时钟”图像，时间在这里变得紊乱破碎，1可以变成4，12点之后可以是13点，任何时刻都可以变成8点。它是这样介绍自己的：
Two clock-faces are staring at each other.
They are two sides of one thing, as different as they are the same.
They move as two bodies revolving around each other, into a tender embrace.
A kiss, made of time, in time.
Mirrored shape shifters, their hour-numbers climbing on each other's shoulders.
Running up against the limits of their own usefulness, clocklikeness.
客厅见证着一些情绪被压抑被释放，有的时候xuan会想起去年8月大家都还在伦敦的时候，在这个客厅里发生的所有对话和种种，8有的时候代表着一种永恒。
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Previously on the past two weeks
xuan experienced acute gastroenteritis after returning from Berlin to London / xuan fell and injured her knee and arm on the way to buy groceries / xuan injured her cervical spine while climbing an overhang at the climbing gym / xuan cut her hand with aluminum foil while cooking.
On the journey to adulthood, xuan gradually realized one thing: to do what should be done when the weather is good, and to do what should be done when the weather is bad, even though the state of being in London is often sunbathing while raining. She also understood that when absurdly injured or sick, adults must quickly adjust their state to work.
Daylight saving time came a few days ago, and during this season, Xuan feels the strong relativity of time. While adjusting herself, she read some newly purchased books in the living room, all of which are related to time. Here's a sharing of some of them:
📂 Leap Day Newspaper It turns out that someone cares about leap day. This publication is published by Am's Have a Good Dog Press, a small reading with cute credits and interesting bindings. The preface writes that February 29 is the day to eliminate binary thinking, transcend dialectics. It is the day when you discover that life is not entirely composed of a series of cycles, but is filled with moments of jumps, somersaults, and tremors, subverting our understanding of time. The next issue will be in 2028.
📂 Time is an Arrow, Error by Katja Mater Clocks precisely divide physical time, but in this book, semi-circular clocks exposed at different times are drawn and the resulting negatives are reassembled into a complete, inaccurate "clock" image. Time becomes chaotic and fragmented here; 1 can become 4, after 12 o'clock can be 13 o'clock, and any moment can become 8 o'clock. It introduces itself as follows: Two clock-faces are staring at each other. They are two sides of one thing, as different as they are the same. They move as two bodies revolving around each other, into a tender embrace. A kiss, made of time, in time. Mirrored shape shifters, their hour-numbers climbing on each other's shoulders. Running up against the limits of their own usefulness, clocklikeness.
The living room witnesses some emotions being suppressed and released. Sometimes xuan recalls all the conversations and incidents that happened in this living room when everyone was still in London last August, and sometimes 8 represents eternity.